#248 | beccastanz anthology
Darling, Sweetheart
“We could pretend.”
He trails the finger up to her wrist, ever so slightly nudging the hem of her sweater. Her breathing changes, sharp and sudden in the stillness of the room. It is only her small gasp and the crackling of the fire and an invitation.
“Pretend?” She doesn’t recognize her own voice, soft and supple and deeply longing.
“To be in love. Just for the night. Just to see.”
9,048 words
Indebted
“Ben, I can’t...I lost count...you have to keep track. Okay? Fuck—”
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In which Ben owes Rey’s casino five hundred thousand dollars, and she makes him an offer he can’t refuse.
13,950 words
(wanna let you) take me over
She is tired of being treated as fragile. Every lover proceeds with caution, afraid she’ll break—none of them ever consider that she wants to be broken.
20,494 words
Anyone Else
Ben (2:35AM): What do you want, Rey?
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In which Ben works for Snoke, and Rey refuses to fuck him.
8,268 words
Swallow! Swallow! Swallow!
“Damn Solo, that’s the biggest dick I’ve ever seen in real life,” Poe shouts from across the room.
Ben’s cheeks color and he looks down and Rey’s almost made it to the base of him but then she pulls off completely.
“Poe’s right.”
3,843 words
Sweetness
“I consider myself a feminist, you know,” he says in that first interview.
“Oh?”
Not what she expected.
“I only killed those who should be, the scum of the Earth.”
3,844 words
Whatever I Want
His touch is teasing, but not tentative. It’s clear this is not a man who asks for things. This is a man who takes.
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Part of the House Dadam A-Z Kink Collection.
H is for Humiliation...
Also a late addition to the 2019 Kinktober Collection: Squirting
7,371 words
Becca requested a shimmery/blue motif, so the cover is a custom silver-foiled design, with holographic endpapers. The fore-edge is also trimmed, which is something I don’t usually do, but I thought it would round out the look of the book.
This textblock spent nearly two weeks in the squisher while I went on vacation, so it is nice and compact. It is going to spend another 24 hours in the press before I pack it up and send it on its way home.
